Still pregnant.

Well as you can tell I'm still with child. Not that I thought that he was going to come out right away or anything. Our doctor guessed sometime in the next two weeks. That doesn't mean it will definitely happen and its only been 3 days since my appointment. There is one part of me that wants my little boy to stay safely inside of me and keep growing nice and strong. But then there is the selfish side of me that feels like if he's coming out on his own then he's ready and then I'm all anxious and excited to meet him and see his face for the first time.
I have done nothing to try to make him come out. None of the silly things like Eat oranges or anything. I'm only 37 weeks tomorrow so he can stay in a while longer and it would be just fine. I think its just the idea that they told us it could be any day that has me all antsy. This weekend I truly felt fine. I had some contractions like always but nothing severe and nothing consistent. I almost feel like Friday when I go back to see if there has been any changes that they will check and I will still be 3 centimeters dilated and no change at all. Which is totally fine but like I said now that they planted the "within two weeks" in my head I'm all excited and ready for him now. Also the whole I'm about to give birth, is in my head now and I sort of just want to get that whole thing over with rather than think about it for weeks on end wondering what it will be like. Scary!
This weekend. I've still been in nesting mode. My husband and I spent Saturday with all our friends watching the OU game. They lost but hopefully next week will be better. Then Sunday we went to church, cleaned out entire house and then I even made some pumpkin cranberry bread. I felt so accomplished. We walked our dogs for a good 45 minutes (not trying to induce labor by the way), I had been cleaning all day and we figured if that didn't make me go into labor than walking the dogs wouldn't either and it was gorgeous outside. I of course had no sign of labor that night so I'm glad I didn't make it happen. Today we went to a friends house for some homemade chilly and just visited and had a good time. It was a good weekend and luckily we have been busy but I'm still so antsy to just go to my doctor and see if anything has changed. Thats all I want to know? Has it changed?
Oh and guess what, My bags are now packed and ready. I even packed pads and breast pads just in case they don't have those at the hospital (I assume they will but just in case). I'm ready when you are Coop, I can't wait to see your beautiful face. Be easy on mommy little guy and God please watch over us.
Well I will update again on Friday after the doctor appointment, unless I go into labor and have him before then. I hope you all have a nice 4 day week.