I'm in my 20th week, past halfway!!!!

Well I skipped right passed my 20 week post last week. I took a picture that day fully intending on doing a halfway there post but never got to typing up the post.
Things are going good. I'm growing bigger and bigger every day. Things are going good pregnancy wise. I feel huge, yet people say I'm small. I ordered some maternity jeans from the gap this week and just got them last night and they fit perfectly like a glove :) That made me very happy.
Blake has been moving like crazy lately. She's so active at times yet she's so soft about it. If I try to play back and softly push in she will immediately retract and disappear for a couple hours. No joke! Its actually kind of funny. Its like she's scared of my pushing in at her or something. I thought the first time was just a random act, but then realized that anytime my husband tried to feel her kick or I put my hand on my stomach where she is kicking she would just stop and disappear. Its so funny. Cooper never did this. I'm wondering if in time she will start to kick either way and won't sink away from us?

The room plans are in full force. I'm planning on going to get the paint this week and paint this weekend. We go back to the doctor next week, I think Wednesday. Is it normal for me to be afraid that I'm going to go in and hear its a boy. I would be OK, I will love my baby no matter what and be excited no matter what. But now that he gave us the OK to really start on everything saying it is a girl I think I would be upset to find out I have to back track and re group everything I'm doing. Oh well, who cares. I'm going to not worry and be excited no matter what. Chances are she is still a she but just in case I will brace myself for the chance of change.

Pregnancy details at this time are...
Weight: Up about 17-18lbs. Wow!
Carrying: Higher than Cooper at this point but still low for a girl
Feeling: Good, just tired and not as "Bendy" (and no I don't mean flexible, literally bendy.as I once was. (the stomach just doesn't move in any bend like it used to).
Cravings: Cheeseburgers, Snickers bars, Anything and everything :)
There aren't any foods that I'm not really wanting or eating, but I do crave lots of different foods.
Movement: Light movement off and on throughout the day in spurts. She doesn't like it when she feels us checking out her movements.

Here is a pic Julian took tonight. I feel like in just a week I've grown some more. Maybe I'm crazy but I just feel larger than I did last week.


And of course, my precious little love COOPER!!!