excited for the future.

A friend of mine just had a baby this week. I can remember being secretly jealous the day I found out she was pregnant. It was right after my miscarriage and I was not in the mood to hear anyone say they were pregnant. But of course I put on a happy face and celebrated the great news because truly and honestly I was very happy for them. Just a little bummed for me at the time.
Anyways fast forward 9 months. She had her little girl two days ago. A beautiful healthy little angel baby. She's adorable and I was so happy for them. It made me really excited for the future. I want to enjoy all the parts of pregnancy and not want to rush things but at the same time, what a miracle to have that baby in your arms looking into there face.
Not trying to depress anyone who hasn't conceived yet because trust me for the past 3 years I was that girl. I didn't like it but I knew my time would come. But trust me I promise I do know how it feels when it all seems so out of reach from where you are now.
I just wanted to say though on a light note about this baby that it was such a beautiful thing. Maybe even more beautiful than I ever felt before now that I am pregnant and looking forward to that day my little lovely is born.
I just can't wait.
On another subject, lately I've been craving pasta, plain egg noodles with butter and Parmesan cheese all over them. How unhealthy is that??? Seriously, what kind of anything can my baby get from me eating that? But it just sounds so good. Yum! Its sounds great right now. I'm starving, I'm always starving. I get to feeling nauseous and I eat and its all better. I'm going to be huge if this doesn't go away after the first tri-mester.
Only 30 more minutes to lunch time. I'm so excited. I wish I could just turn the clock up and leave.
Then I will be looking forward to tomorrow. We go see our little muffin again. 9:30 Friday morning can't get here quick enough. Its been a week and I'm antsy to see that heart beat and hear it and see them all snug and safe, alive and well. :)

I hope everyone enjoys the rest of there day!