Started the meds

Well Its all beginning! I stated the meds on Wednesday the 17th of December. I feel ok right now, but wow last week I was a complete wreck! I don't know if its the fact that I was on birth control non stop. I wasn't taking the sugar pills I was instructed to stay only on the active pills. Well apperantly that made me a complete psychotic nut case. I actually cried in my bosses office for the most rediculouse reason. Not a little teary eyed cry. FULL FLEDGED TEARS DOWN THE FACE, RED EYED, COULDN'T STOP CRYING! It was mortifying and I'm sure I better get used to it. I'm not usually a crier, it just happened. I have to get ahold of myself, and luckily the past three days I have been doing much better. I do a change on the meds tomorrow so we will see how that works. I'm soooooo excited, scared, but super excited. I can't wait to go on the road to the clinic we are having our procedure done at. We will leave sometime around January 5th or 7th. I can't wait. I pray so much about this. Please God help us to be strong through this and help us to become parents.