Wednesday, December 10, 2008

SOOOO NERVOUS!

I'm sort of new to all of this but I just had to do it. I need a place where I can talk about all this personal infertility stuff with people who understand. So if your going through this or have gone through this than please feel free to visit with me anytime.
I start my IVF cycle on December 17th and up until today when I was on my way to work did I realize that Oh my gosh THIS MIGHT NOT WORK! We've been through so much already it seems (although I know so many women go through so much more). I'm just terrified of what I will do if this doesn't work. I'm so ready to be a mom, I pray all the time about it. I can't wait to have children and neither can my hubby. I'm scared about the entire process, the money, my health, the outcome, my husband. All of it.
I guess I just need a little advice and a little bit of reassurance. I read other blogs about women going through this and its so nice to know other women understand.

2 comments:

Emily said...

Welcome to the world of blogging! Good luck as you begin IVF#1!!

Mama K said...

Not sure if you'll get this since it's an old post, but I just wanted to say I enjoyed reading your blog & will continue to do so. I'm currently going through the whole process, although my diagnosis is super grim. I believe a 1-5% chance of conceiving my own baby. Hurts, sucks, stinks ... whatever you'd like to call it.

The whole process is scary, but I know we'll come out fine in the end ... no matter what the future holds.

P.S. - Your son is beautiful :)